Saturday, November 21, 2009

tertangan terkaca terluka tersakit....



kerana kerajinan yg melampau...hehehehe... kemarin ak kemas2 umah... then time nak alihkan pasu bunga yg dh pecah tuh kulit tangan ak telah terhiris dengan jayanyer... amatlah sakit arakian hendaknyer... hatta.. ak pn membasuh lah luka tersebut bertambah2 sakitnyer... tp ak still troskan jgk kemas umah smp habis... mlm nk tido bru benti.. seharian gak semalam ak gosok2 baju nk keringkan sbb cni asek hujan jer... xpernah pn 1 hari tuh xmenitis air dr langit... so caner lah nk keringkan baju... bertimbun2 bajunyer membusuk sbb lembap.. so ak pn gosok lah... mlm tuh penat.. seb baek der citer toy story yg kelakar tuh... enjoy gak ah...hehehe ak layan citer ngan adik bgsu ak... badan ak yg lenguh tuh tersadai akhirnyer atas katil dek kerana terlalu penat...

mak ak sakit.... :(

ermm dh 3 hari mak ak sakit... mulanyer sakit perut.. masuk angin.. pastu demam.. duk terbaring jer... cian dier.. hari yg dier mula2 kena act family nak g jeli nak g melawat nenek ak yg dipindahkan ke sana dr hospital kb.. pastu otw tuh mak ak muntah.. xtahan agaknyer perut masuk angin so ayah ak pn bawak dier balik.. so ayah ak n adik ak truskan perjalanan ke jeli tinggalkan ak,.mak ak n adik ak yg pempuan kt umah... petang tuh kami cari klinik tuk bawak mak ak ke klinik... paham2 lah hari jumaat,. ner der klinik bukak... kedai pn jarang2 jer yg bukak kt kelantan nie pada hari jumaat... cari punyer cari nsb baik jmper gak kt panji... klinik dr ramzi... thanks to dr.ramzi! so balik umah tuh kami pg carik makanan kt p.melaka... hehehe mcm2 jenis kuih kami beli.. beli laksa gak..

time ngah tunggu mak ak di" check" dr ak lepak2 r kat luar klinik tepi kedai runcit.. ak jmper sorang budak yg chomel.. bdak lelaki nie dlm umor 3 or 4 thn kot... ak tegur2 n paggil2 la budak nieh.. dier mcm malu2 plak.. hahahaha.. that time ak terbayang kan bakal anak sedara ak.. hehee akak ak ngah pregnant skunk... sonok lak tgk dak tuh...hahaha comel.. agaknyer nnt anak akak ak pn mesti cute mcm mama n ayah dier... haaha but unfortunately... kakak budak tuh dtg n amik budak tuh... mcm xsuker plak kami berbual2... ak sempat amik gmbr dak tuh... ak suh dier posing... dier ciap wat peace ag... hahaha kecik2 ag dh pndai posing... tp gmbr yg dier wat posing xder.. dier wat kejap sgt.. mcm malu2... hehehe...




thanks to dr.ramzi




kedai ni lerr... hehehe



dak chomel tomey....




keGILAan







Thursday, November 19, 2009

Snow Patrol - Crack The Shutters lyrics

You cool your bed-warm hands down on the broken radiator,
And when you lay them freezing on me, I mumble "can you wake me later?"
But I don't really want you to stop and you know it so it doesn't stop you
And run your hands from my neck to my chest

Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute
Cuz' the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you

It's been minutes, it's been days, it's been all I will remember
Happy lost in your hair and the cold side of the pillow
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Your hills and valleys are mapped by my intrepid fingers
And in a naked slumber, I dream all this again

Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute
Cuz' the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you

Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute
Cuz' the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you

Snow Patrol - Make This Go On Forever lyrics

Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could

All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I have ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I have ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I have ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

Snow Patrol - How To Be Dead lyrics

Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened
And you never will if
You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours
Till I'm sure what I want
But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way

Please keep your hands down
And stop raising your voice
It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime
So just say yes or no
Why can't you shoulder the blame
Coz both my shoulders are heavy
From the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said...
Oh, my God

Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far
Oh baby let me explain something
It's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking the and not a lot else
It seems I've stepped over lines
You've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride

Snow Patrol - Hands Open lyrics

It's hard to argue when
you won't stop making sense
But my tongue still misbehaves and it
keeps digging my own grave with my

Hands open, and my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That your heart opens

Why would I sabotage
the best thing that I have
Well, it makes it easier to know
exactly what I want with my...

Hands open and my eyes open
I just keep hoping
that your heart opens

It's not as easy as willing it all to be right
Gotta be more than hoping it's right
I wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it
Collapse into me, tired with joy

[x2]

Put Sufjan Stevens on
and we'll play your favorite song
"Chicago" bursts to life and your
sweet smile remembers you, my

Hands open, and my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That your heart opens

It's not as easy as willing it all to be right
Gotta be more than hoping it's right
I wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it
Collapse into me, tired with joy

[x3]

Snow Patrol - Chocolate lyrics

This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home

With a name I'd never chosen
I can make my first steps
As a child of 25

This is the straw, final straw in the
Roof of my mouth as I lie to you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn't enjoy it at the time

You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer

Goodness knows I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words

What have I done it's too late for that
What have I become truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask...this time

Snow Patrol - Set The Fire To The Third Bar lyrics

(feat. Martha Wainwright)

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from here to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places

I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science

Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

And miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms

Snow Patrol - You Could Be Happy lyrics

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played on loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you go
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

Snow Patrol - Signal Fire lyrics

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The perfect words never crossed my mind,
Cuz there was nothin' in there but you.
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me.
All I wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out.

[Chorus:]
There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close, cuz I need you to guide me to safety.

No, I won't wait forever [x2]

In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire.
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.

[Chorus (x2)]

No, I won't wait forever [x3]

Snow Patrol - Open Your Eyes lyrics

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All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old

The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
Cos I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes [x4]

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
Cos they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
Cos I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes [x8]

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars lyrics

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Run - Snow Patrol

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I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

kebimbangan... :(

tiap2 hari ak maseh lg pk sal final exam rituh.. ak tau ak xperform sem nieh.. ak sgt truk! ak xdpt manage time ak ngan baik... yerlah.. mana xnyer dlu duk asrama skrg duk umah.. ak ase cam xleh biasakan diri lgik.. keadaan yg len sgt.. tmbahan plak,. dlu g kelas ngan kwn2 jalan kaki jer skrg kena drive sorng2.. bertolak dr umah awl2 pgik lg.. tiap hari balik kelas kena facing ngan traffik jam yg amt2 truk... stress tiap2 hari sbb jalan jam.. hish.. mlm kdg2 letih sgt.. xder masa nk study... mana ak xjadik giler... tp blaja kt umah sesgt selesa... nk kata study sesorang tuh,.. xjugak sbb ak still webcam n ym ngan kwn2 ak tuk tny n discuss probs... ( cewah) maju konon... hahahaha diorng bkn jauh sgt pon.. duk umah sewa blakang courts tuh jer pon.. btol2 berhadapan ngan kbmal yg maju itu.. kwang3x..

ehhhh ha ckp sal kbmal ni 1 lgik mslh ak.. pesal laaa uitm kampus kota bharu ni sebelah kbmal??? aiseyyy... ni 1 lg hal yg menyebabkan ak terpesong jauh dr kampus... hahahaha.. tp ak memikul tugas sbg pemandu n pemandu pelancong sbnrnyer.. ( even ak sendirik pon shopping gak) ermm kwn2 ak dgree nie sumer dak2 pahang.. so ak selalu gak lah teman diorng g beli brg kt kbmal or tesco... beli brg dapur diorng.. kt tingkat bwh basement kbmal ni plk ader org jual2 baju.. mmg lawa2 r baju.. setiap kali singgah kbmal tempat ni lah mnjadi tumpuan kami... nk cuci mata sblm masuk kelas la katakan... act uitm kampus kota ni amatlah comel.. keciknyer YA ALLAH... mmg sgt kecik! kasihan kami... ermmm librarynyer pn comel sesangat... dlm 30 jer kot ley muat! nk study pn xley... sempit.. student centre pn sama.. der 4 meja jer.. tp sbb dlm bandar so kami xkisah sgt.. pe2 yg kami nak,. ley lah dpt dgn mudah... (kena syukur gak tuh)....=p

sem ni gak uitm cuti seminggu awl2 sem rituh sbb kes H1N1... so xder study week...
mmg lah ak ase xckup masa... sumernyer nk rushing.. konvo pun 3 hari sblm final.. xenjoy sgt lah berkonvo nyer... final plak,. soklan spot 1 habuk pn x masuk.. len kali yg mana spot tulah yg xmasuk okey.. hahaha..

hmmm xtahulah nk decribe sem nie... sumernyer xbermula dengan elok,. akibatnyer inilah jadiknyer... ak pn sbnrnyer dr awl pn mmg bkn berhasrat nk smbg dgree pn... ak nk keje dlu.. n wat bsness ak sndirik.. tp fmly xsokong so ak terimalah seadanyer..

sem ni gak baper kali lah ak asek kena saman traffik...sbb parking kete kt tempat yg xsepatutnyer... mana lah ader tmpat parking kt uitm tuh.. kami student2 terpaksa berebut ngan lecturer nk parking.. lau kena masuk syiling smp rm5 pn kami sggup sbb mmg dh xder parking.. kena slalu g check r tmpt parking tuh.. lau hbs syiling nnt kena saman lg..haduii... kelam kabut sgt sem ni.. wawawawa ak bimbang nieh...
sumer subjek pn ak xperform.. der yg ak ley wat final tp carry mark tuk subject tu plak rendah... bmbang sesangat... tp ak redha.. sape suh ak lalai n xmanage time ngan sebaiknyer...

ak sedang hadapi era kemerosotan dlm hidup.. yelah.. lau pasni pointer ak jatuh below 3.5,. ak kena lah accept.. lau sblm ni dekan pasni dh xdekan lgi kenalah terima hakikat... malu mmg lah malu.. yelah diploma dlu anc nek dgree trus jatuh.. tp dh nak wat caner... ak yg pandai buat kenalah tanggung... padan muka ak... ak kena tabah hadapi sumer nie.. silap ak jugak.. ak kena blja dr kesilapan... mgkin blum terlambat tuk ak betulkan kesilapan.. caner ak nk tebus balik sem ni? sem dpn kena dpt 4.0 la jwbnyer! haiya... susah tuh! tp ak mmg ngah berkobar2 ni nk tebus balik sem ni... xsabar nk start sem baru...

bg ak,. yg dh lepas tuh lepas lah.. ak dh xnak ingat smula.. ak dh ley adopt nature dgree...n suasana blaja kt uitm kampus kota.. better ak truskan dr pandang kebelakang n meratapi nasib ak yg dh kehilangan anc.. poyo jer ak nieh.. huh! meyampah ngan dirik sndirik! ak percaya setiap yg jdik tuh der hikmah dier... tuhan nk tnjuk ktku r skrg sbb ak terleka..skrg ak kena bermula dr bwh smula... hidup ni bagai roda.. der masa kiter di atas,.. de masa dibawah... skrg ak dh kembali kebawah.. thats the truth! n i have to accept it!

hmmm bila result final eh?

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

sharing is caring rite? =p

nothings much to write for the first time to be a blogger girl...

well maybe for a few day after this i would upgrade my blog.. i wonder,. who will read my blog? yeah.. hell no body would! hahaha its just for sukasuki lorr... promise no more controversy! hahaha what for that sentence means huh? hahaha only god and certain people that know would say " hmmm unfortunately that's good.." well,. how to decorate my blog yerrr... where should i start 1st? i would love to get some help fom my fellow friends,.. how should i??